Stream of Consciousness I by FieryKnight, literature
Literature
Stream of Consciousness I
What am I looking for on this cold wet November afternoon?
I stare out the window, looking for something I think...
There isn't anything out there for me.
There isn't anything for me in here either...
Im disgusted with humanity, the inherent selfishness in every single person.
I hate, and it should disturb me, but it doesn't... And slowly
I realize that I dont feel anything anymore.
just disgust and hate, no saddness, no happiness, no love.
I realize that my cheeks are wet,
I cant explain the nature of the tears running down my face,
Why am I crying? I feel nothing, but then, I realize its simple..
I'm weeping for a memory, a h
You found him,
the one, the only,
the true mate beyond
what you ever expected.
Life continues,
Things change,
You live on,
Finding that which most
pine thier lives for.
You wish, the impossible made real,
for safety,
admit your leaving,.
The one behind weeps,
for only the one knows,
cares,
what is lost.
In mourning the one shall fall.
Little candle burning bright
Fighting away the shadows
Battling with the night
To let you show your light
Little candle guide me please
Please don't die when you flicker
As only you are able to seize
The chance to guide my path with ease
Little candle burn for a while
Just a little while longer
Put the darkness in denial
Little candle make me smile
Little candle you are my friend
The only one I have
Guide me please through to the end
In return your wounds I'll mend
Little candle emersed in flame
You've taken a different stance
You no longer look the same
Old friend why have you changed?
Little candle thick or thin
So
Current Residence: The place I reside Favourite genre of music: too many good ones Favourite style of art: Too many, I like many kinds Operating System: Win 2k, BSD for fun MP3 player of choice: /nods Shell of choice: Conch Wallpaper of choice: depends on my mood, the day, and the air speed velocity of an unladen swallow Skin of choice: Human Favourite cartoon character: Subaru (from X -1999: the series) Personal Quote: "Ye shall be as gods"
Favourite Visual Artist
raeven667 (on Deviantart!) close 2nd: Gieger (Really: All artists)
Favourite Movies
Fight Club
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Broad band
Favourite Writers
Could you name your favorite grain of sand on the beach?
Its been a while since I'v updated.
And it will be a while still.
Its funny how things fall apart. my mind, my relationship, my life. All because some old woman has decided to hate me and lash out at me through her daughter.
Thank you all for your previous supporting words. I'm sorry to say that this may well be my last journal entry, quite possibly my last update for Deviant art. I love the community here but I don't belong with such beautiful people.
Thank you and I love you all...
I'm sitting here , in this rented apartment in some crappy northern californian town, wondering to myself... why? I love working with fractals I really do, but My stuff just isn't on par. (yea yea, all artist think thier work sucks right?) Its funny that recently a stop came to my rendering and artistic frenzy, just a reflection of real life I guess. I came close to getting rid of my account here, last night. I don't know why persay, but I do know that Ive taken about 6 months worth of steps back. Now, I'm just sitting here trying to imagine how everything will end because all of what i consider progress has been taken away...
And still wit
Im not feeling well, so excuse my absence from Deviant art... when/if I feel better I'll be back to post more "art" and comments and, all my other useless stuff :-P
Every once and a while I like to leave a little note on peoples page as a way of personally thanking them for being who they are. So that is why I am here. I just wanted to come by and personally thank you for all the encouragement and all the support you've given me here on DA. It honestly is people such as yourself that keep inspiring me to grow and keep going. So i wanna say thank you. For the comments, for the s, for the , for the encouragement, for the support, and for most importantly... being who you are. Thank you! From the bottom of my heart... straight to yours.